Wish You Could Understand What All I Wanted
Hi. It’s a love post, posts who have broken heart or were broken. This is my story. I want to share it and I share this WISH YOU COULD UNDERSTAND WHAT ALL I WANTED just to connect with all of you. I again say and will keep on saying communicating is the best connection. This post is also one of my recent incidents. It is what I am going through right now. And you will get these posts so that I can get your views too. You could also tell me what have you been through or going on through in this post wish you could understand what all I wanted.
Note: If you want to read my previous post, the poem which I dedicated to her, then click here
So, let’s start Wish you could understand what all I wanted.
WHAT WERE WE?
We were like perfect couples. Everyone which dreams for. Everything was going fine. All the time we spent together. All the things were awesome, talking with you, loving you, spending time with, the way we used to be. We had quarrels, we fought with each other, got angry, we care for each other, even in fights we took care of each other. And sometimes even fighting and arguing with each other we did something and make each other laugh. Those were all the precious moments. It was like heaven to me with you. It feels like nothing more happiness you could get.
Well, you all must be thinking what could be happened between me and her that made our relationship got terrible. What could be that thing which didn’t work well? If we were like a perfect couple then how could we be not able to be together? Am I right? To know more read my post and this post Wish if you could understand:- (Coming Soon).
WHAT I WISHED FOR
All I wanted is your Love, All I wanted is your care, All I wanted is your Attention, All I wanted is your Time for me. I know you have to study and you have many things to do in your life. Your all dreams, your all wishes, your all the career. I cared for it and I respected it too. Me too have dreams, I too have all those wishes and all the things that you wanted too. I was same as in the case of dreams and visions.
But besides, these it is also important to give some time to us. I was busy then also When I got time I gave it all to you. And now when you are busy then you could also give time na? Even though if it is for 15 minutes and studying whole day and busy with your works and all. If you are getting even though only 15 minutes and you gave it to me only then also I would be satisfied. Satisfied, because when you got the time then it was for me. Hmm! Wish you could understand what all I wanted. 🙁
WHAT I CRAVE FOR
Wish if you could understand what all I wanted and what I crave for. I always craved for you only and wished for being together. YOU AND ME only and all our dreams which we saw together and to convert it in real. In real life, all I wanted to turn it on for our future. I wanted your whole love for me as a person. I wanted to be your priorities after your parents and your dreams. The thought of mine was like, wanted to be in your wildest dreams even. I wanted to be yours’s the only man after your dad from that very day when we get to know each other ( I love those days and fate how we met 😉 ). Hmm, All I wanted to be yours and you as you are mine.
WHAT I MEANT TO BE
Wish you could understand what all I wanted and what I meant to be yours. What all I wanted to be. I wanted all your attention, I wanted you to listen to me carefully just the way I used to be. So that you could get the feeling that I felt at that time. All wishes became wishes only not happened in the real after few months of ours. It became dreams only and couldn’t turn out it in real. All the plans and all the things got messed up. “I KNOW OUR RELATIONSHIP WASN’T THAT MESS” as the way we made it. It was all good but last few months it got worst. I meant to be yours only and wanted your last one ever till my last breath.
All things I accept that I get angry even on small things, Over reacted on small things, over cared for you, use to over think about some matters. Asked too many questions about even small things. Said to you to tell me even your smallest pain and even small things of your life. Please I am sorry and I accept this I am too much Stubborn. I have too much of ego. I confess it each and everything and I am sorry for it. But I just wanted to be yours and got carried away just because I can’t see you even in small pain. All I wished is to make you strong and a girl with her dreams come true.
“EVERYONE SAYS, THERE IS ONE WOMAN IN MAN’S LIFE WHO MADE HIM SUCCESSFUL. I BELIEVE IN IT AND WANTED THAT YOU BECOME THE ONE IN MY LIFE. AND BESIDE THIS, I WANTED TO BE THE MAN BEHIND YOUR SUCCESS. AND YOU COULD PROUDLY SAY, MY MAN WAS THE ONE WHO WAS BEEN THERE ALWAYS.” But hmm, I am sorry, I couldn’t be the one. Our relationship got messed up. Before everything and before closing our eyes and RESTING IN PEACE. I AM SORRY
WISH YOU COULD UNDERSTAND WHAT I ALL WANTED. BUT IT’S OK! SOMETHING is you can only search for but can’t get. I LOVE YOU and always will. You know na what song I used to sing, “PHIR BHI TUMKO CHAHUNGA” and “TU HI H”. I am sorry. Stay happy always and God bless you.
This is all for now. If you all have also your story. You can share with us and all. If you still Love your loved ones then drop down your message for her. Tell your love in front of everyone so that you can show your love. Yes, I LOVE HER AND STILL WAITING FOR HER BUT ONLY WHEN SHE GET TO UNDERSTAND WHAT I FEEL.”
HAVE A WONDERFUL LIFE AND KEEP SMILING EVERYONE.